I DREAM OF A LIFE DEVOTED...

So here I am...taking the plunge into fairly public rants, memories, daily occurrence and heartfelt feelings.

I have a myspace; www.myspace.com/jmae3 ;but I don't blog over there. For some reason I seem to think I will actually take the time to blog over here? Odd.

This week has been one that I cannot keep track of. I'm not sure the day of the week from one hour to the next. My family is gone, and while I relish the peace and quite, I hate the nighttime of being alone and not knowing what or who lurks outside my door!

Yes, I am a big baby. I wish I wasn't...but simply put, I am.

I have taken so much time this week to just be with "Little Sprout" as we will call my 1 year old son! No need for a number, for he is my one and only! Often I am just caring for him, and my daily plate is so heavy with task, that that is all I do with him. This week has been so nice, creating memories, discovering things like his thighs are really getting large and oh soo tasty! hehe I guess, I've been to busy to really stop and notice. Or that if I tickle him long enough he will snort...just like me! Oops! Don't tell ok? We even had some lessons learned; while Little Sprout learned that his disobedience will earn him naughty step time...I learned that my 14 month old is SMART! Yes, it took only a matter of 4 tries to get him to stay on the naughty step. Now, 1 day later and 5 trips to the naughty step, I can hear him scramble to recover his balance on the naughty step if he "happens" to fall off.

I love this week; and it makes me long for my own happy home where it is just Little Sprout and Measure of a Man as we will call my boyfriend~Soon to be husband. He will remain the same name within my blogs though, as it will still ring true.

To have days where I no longer run to set down my first priority~Little Sprout, and quickly shove an office phone into the #1 spot...but rather to spend spring days in the grass eating sandwiches and giggling at rabbits in the clouds...

Next year...I'll make it happen next year.